When everything fails ,

Zer & Je

I always know there's someone to hold on to.

Done.

I woke up early this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's OK
There's nothing left to say, but

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me

I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
So

Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life

And you're gonna think of me
Oh someday baby, someday

Don't fucking tell me my love wasn't enough.

Just don't.

Inner conflict

Arina : If you know the road leads you to nowhere, why bother to take it?

Safra : Because that's the beauty of the journey; not knowing what the ending is.

Raja : Whatever. I'll go with the flow then.

Always pengubat rindu

Lovely songs

So for those of you falling in love

Keep it kind , Keep it good , Keep it right

Throw yourself in the midst of danger

But keep one eye open at night

___________________________________________________________

There's a fire in every man's heart
That's waiting to burn
For some it takes a lifetime to learn, to learn
But back December when my world started turning
I still remember the day
I felt the weight of a thousand ships
Sail on, and on, and on

______________________________________________________

Take care

I've been hurt before

Too much time spend on closing doors

You may hate me, but I'll remember to love you

Goodbye

Don't cry

You know why

And it'll be just as quiet when I leave

As it was when I first got here

I don't expect anything

I don't expect anything

If I had one wish

I WISH I CAN FLY SO THAT I CAN BE WITH YOU CELEBRATING YOUR BIRTHDAY BUT EVERYONE KNOWS IT'S IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO FLY. I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW THAT EVERYONE KNOWS EVEN THOUGH WE'RE FAR APART, I'VE BEEN ALWAYS PRAYING FOR YOU AND I LOVE YOU ABAH. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. PLEASE DON'T EVER EVER LEAVE ME.

I WANT YOU TO SEE ME ON MY GRADUATION DAY. I WANT YOU TO BE THE FIRST PERSON TO KNOW THAT I HAVE A JOB ALREADY. I WANT YOU TO BE THE FIRST PERSON TO RIDE MY DREAM CAR. I WANT YOU TO BE THE ONE WHO CRITICIZE MY FUTURE HUSBAND. I WANT YOU TO TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG AND WHAT'S RIGHT. I WANT TO HAVE THAT CONVERSATION WE USED TO HAVE IN THE CAR WHERE YOU GAVE ME LOTS OF MOTIVATIONAL WORDS. I WANT YOU TO BE ON MY WEDDING DAY. I WANT YOU TO HOLD MY FIRST CHILD. I WANT YOU TO BE WITH ME FOR EVERYTHING.

I WANT TO HEAR THIS FROM YOU EVERYTIME I NEED TO

"Abah sayang acik."

Simple yet beautiful

To read these after a long cold tiring day, it means a lot to me. A lot.

rasher,.

sorry for not being there when u left,.

really wanted to goo

but,i reach kl at 10,.

sooo sorryy..

sorry ya,.

u take care...

MISS YOU LIKE HELL,.

jgn skip meal,.

be back soon..

syg ko..

TAKE CARE..

-Rody

antara banyak banyak rindu, saya paling rindu RAJA ARINA SAFRA RAJA ARIF RAJA ALI

-Lyzer

To all my beloved friends , I know I've said this before, but I want you to keep in mind that I love you and I care for you. Till we meet again.

Pengubat rindu

I just feel like putting up this picture

Finally , the internet is working :)

Quick updates

I still cannot use the internet in my room , so mind the slow updates from me. I'm currently in the library , after 5 hours of non stop lectures. Yeah you read that right.

I'm starving all the time because well , I'm too lazy to cook. Still needs time to actually learn to cook. Auchhh IBUUU , I MISS YOUR COOKING!!

Just received a call from my dear Angah. Thanks bro :). He's checking how am I doing wooooahhh sweet isn't he?

Met Que at Victoria while waiting for the bus to go to Kent. Baik sungguh belanja pizza and burger, the halal one, of course.

I've been telling myself to be strong and strong and strong. And I hope, you are doing the same thing too , friends.

Till then.

Nothing much

Sometimes , a small things can lead to a big one.

And it's great to see how marvellous the results can be.

You just made my day , kid :)

ps: saya nak minta tolong maafkan salah silap yang telah saya lakukan selama ini saya tahu saya memang jahat banyak sakitkan hati orang. maafkan saya pls? halal kan semua makan minum kalau saya ada hutang sesiapa tolong bagitahu tolong ye? thanks :)

Chuck.

I'm not talking about Chuck Bass, well that's a different story, but this is Chuck Bartowski I'm referring to.

He may not look that hot but he's so adorable and cute and charming and hilarious. I want a boyfriend exactly like him! Hah!

I'm currently watching Chuck season 2 yeekss.

Selamat hari raya Chuck!

Assuming is prohibited

I should have known that this would happen.

You really want to do this? Really?

Bring it on. I'm ready.

Don't tell me I didn't warn you.

Cause I did.

At some point , everyone has to say goodbye

Ini malam hujan lebat aku tak nak tidur. Memang aku mengantuk dah kalau aku tak nak tidur siapa boleh paksa aku kan. Kau nak paksa aku? or kau kat belakang yang tengah kutuk aku tu? Kau? Boleh jalan la kalau kau ingat kau boleh paksa aku tidur. Boleh jalan.


* Tak , masalahnya sekarang ni kita semua ada otak masing masing. Tak kisah la kalau otak kau lagi besar or lagi kecil compared to otak aku. Yang penting , kita janganla buat macam dunia ini atuk moyang sebelah nenek kau yang punya. Semua orang nak hidup senang , habaq mai sapa yang nak hidup susah habaq mai.


* Tadi Aqis merengek kat aku nak tengok favorite show dia apa lagi kalau bukan si gergasi ungu, Barney & Friends. Kita orang memang dah download siap siap video Barney from youtube. Dunia canggih wa cakap lu tak yah nak beli dvd ke apa. Episode yang Aqis tengok tadi tajuk dia "You are special". Bila aku tengok tadi, perghh sumpah baru sedar nak menghargai diri sendiri. Selama ini sibuk dengki kat orang tu cantik laa, kaya laa, putih laa, bijak laa, apa laa. Barney tadi cakap, "We are all special in our own way". Dah faham faham sendiri apa yang kau orang patut sedar ok?


*Tak , masalahnya kau orang ingat senang ke nak uruskan negara? Kau ingat senang nak uruskan family? Anak anak gaduh , nak susu , nak makan. Sama la macam rakyat jelata macam macam ragam ada. Habis kau ingat senang ke nak tunaikan semua permintaan kau orang yang kadang kadang merepek haram tu? Pernah dengar perkataan sabar? Ye aku tahu sabar itu ada hadnya , tapi nak buat macam mana. Hanya itu yang patut kita lakukan ; Sabar dan kalau nak bertindak tu, sila lah rasional okey people? Kau orang belajar toleransi kan? Kan?


*Dan aku tahu kalau kau orang baca sampai part sini mesti kau kutuk aku cakap aku merapu dan bajet macam cool la tulis post macam ni. Bajet lebih rje ni. Pi mam aa!


* Aku pun tak tahu apa motif tulis begini. Sama la macam kau pun tak tahu , no?

Al-fatihah

to my late Uncle. Read this.

Be my guest to try to understand us HAHA

Raja Arina Raja Arif yeahh of course. I've been praying for all my friends :). Later boleh bukak firm same2 ke? eceyyy what a big dream hehe
30 July at 21:24 · Comment · Like / Unlike · See Wall-to-Wall
Atikah Jawahir
Atikah Jawahir
nnt aku nk jd doctor panel untk firm tuh!!booked..hahaha
30 July at 21:36
Hafizah Suhaimi
Hafizah Suhaimi
nak JOIN firm kau raje!! hahaha
30 July at 21:43
Haliza Rahman
Haliza Rahman
doctor panel bole bagi cuti lebih kan???
30 July at 21:45
Raja Arina Raja Arif
Raja Arina Raja Arif
wahhh fyd ade gak! later firm kite name CHESCO LTD. style siottttt :D hehehe
30 July at 21:46 · Delete
Atikah Jawahir
Atikah Jawahir
boleyh..sehari MC aku charge 30 rnggt..tp actvt nih underground weyhh..klau CEO taw sure aku kne pecat..hahaha
30 July at 21:47
Raja Arina Raja Arif
Raja Arina Raja Arif
hahaha habes sape jadi CEO? ntah2 CEO pon mntak MC gak HAHAHA lingkup business
30 July at 21:48 · Delete
Atikah Jawahir
Atikah Jawahir
hahahaha.....blm bkk company dah pk MC..nilah dy chesco..bahahaha
30 July at 21:50
Haliza Rahman
Haliza Rahman
wah. 30 ke? ni business partner discount takde ke? CEO die aku la weh. aku tau handle kalau aku cuti. dont worry o partners skalian.
30 July at 21:51
Raja Arina Raja Arif
Raja Arina Raja Arif
ni nak buat partnership ke nak buat private limited company? jaoh gle fikir dowwwwwwww
30 July at 21:52 · Delete
Haliza Rahman
Haliza Rahman
kite buat partnership dulu. then convert la jadik limited liab company. pastu kite buat subsidiaries sume. hahaha. cuti nak banyak ade hati nak jadik holding company.
30 July at 21:55
Nurhidayah Lod
Nurhidayah Lod
ahah, nk JOIN boleh x??
30 July at 21:56
Fali Liyana
Fali Liyana
haha weyy aku nak jd CEO nnt. and mase pship aku nak jd partner gakk :P
30 July at 21:57
Hafizah Suhaimi
Hafizah Suhaimi
kite kene pandang ke depan woot2! hahahaha MC tuh mst weyh. alah, susah2 buat sickbay dlm company ;))
malas nk pegi keja, tidur kt sickbay just like ol' time ;)
30 July at 21:57
Nurhidayah Lod
Nurhidayah Lod
hahaha, btol fyd! mcm x bese plak en.
30 July at 21:58
Atikah Jawahir
Atikah Jawahir
lizeer..segale lecture notes ko dah kuar dah....mmg ade tokoh CEO!!!
30 July at 21:58
Fali Liyana
Fali Liyana
ahahaha hancusss aaa CHESCO LTD kalau mcm tu wehh. ajak pak yem/ bonda jd chairman/woman. ahaha.
30 July at 21:59
Raja Arina Raja Arif
Raja Arina Raja Arif
fyd! lawak gila okey sickbay buat kt office tu hahaha

lyzer, nk kene buat pros n cons partnership vs private ltd co ni hahaha
30 July at 21:59 · Delete
Fali Liyana
Fali Liyana
ahahah aku nak CEO gakk. ttbe tamak. haha. lzr, nak wat private ke nak open public?!
30 July at 22:00
Syarkina Nabila Shamsudin
Syarkina Nabila Shamsudin
wei gle la korg ni. hahah. aku rasa aku sgt budak2 sbb ak tak faham pasal firm2 ni. kodi gle ak.hahah
30 July at 22:01
Hafizah Suhaimi
Hafizah Suhaimi
oih, time tuh pakyem dh bertongkat. habis lah. xbole lah masuk sickbay mcm tuh. sume kena hambat dgn tongkat ;))
sbb sume nak lepak sickbay. nnt silap2 dia jaga depan sickbay tuh xkasik kite sume masuk hahaha
30 July at 22:02
Raja Arina Raja Arif
Raja Arina Raja Arif
mane bley public, fali. shareholders mesti chesco sahaje.
30 July at 22:02 · Delete
Fali Liyana
Fali Liyana
aah nnt kan ble tdo dekat sickbay je, dia dtg jerit name kau penuh2 suruh bangun. hahahaha.
30 July at 22:03
Haliza Rahman
Haliza Rahman
sumpah lawak nak mampos sickbay!!!! hahahaha.

tika, ade tokoh, maksudnye, aku akan jadik ceo. pastu jadik director. goyang kaki, duit masuk. haha

ok2 sume, memandangkan aku CEO merangkap director, aku arahkan raje buat pros and cons, fyd g buat proposal sicbay, yang lain buat keje! aku nak goyang kaki. haha
30 July at 22:03
Atikah Jawahir
Atikah Jawahir
FYI raje..mmg ade sicjbay arr kat pejabat..former inventQ lab kat cyberjaya ade sickbay,fully furnish..gile x?so sickbay tuh essential ye..haha
30 July at 22:03
Hafizah Suhaimi
Hafizah Suhaimi
hahaha memandangkan tikaja byk pengetahuan mengenai sickbay, aku turunkan tugas aku kat die lah eh CEO ;))
aku kira pencen untuk sume aje lah. hahaha. company belum buka, ade hati nak pencen plak haha
30 July at 22:06
Raja Arina Raja Arif
Raja Arina Raja Arif
aku delegate kan task aku kpd fali. aku nk join CEO HALIZA goyang kaki!
30 July at 22:07 · Delete
Fali Liyana
Fali Liyana
ahahahhaha gle wtv laaa rje. sheesh.
30 July at 22:09
Atikah Jawahir
Atikah Jawahir
u peoples..mmg klau berngan..ya rabbi..hahaha
30 July at 22:11
Haliza Rahman
Haliza Rahman
people, be professional. ehem.

kite ni baru partnership. so, we need to work harder. bile saye dah bagi2 keje, buat dulu, taktau baru tanye org. so, move people move move! (ade gaye CEO kan?)
30 July at 22:11
Raja Arina Raja Arif
Raja Arina Raja Arif
wey kalau CEO cm agak pendek, ok ke dow? hahaha
30 July at 22:13 · Delete
Fali Liyana
Fali Liyana
ahahha takde weyy. kau mesti tegas. nnt kena buli :P
30 July at 22:13
Atikah Jawahir
Atikah Jawahir
cik CEO nk air kopi?saye bancuhkn sementare kite blm jmpe PA untk cik CEO..haha
30 July at 22:14
Fali Liyana
Fali Liyana
ahahha aah sape nak jd PA?!
30 July at 22:14
Haliza Rahman
Haliza Rahman
BABI GILE!!!!! (hah. dah tak professional sangat.takpe control)

KALAU DIE PENDEK TAPI BAGUS YA RABBI MEMANG TAKPE SANGAT.
30 July at 22:15
Fali Liyana
Fali Liyana
ahahahahhaha. aku tak kate pape psl pendek dowhh. lzr sgt smbng skaaaannngg. taw aaa dh msuk degree. sheesh.
30 July at 22:17
Haliza Rahman
Haliza Rahman
PA nanti kite buat interview ye.
30 July at 22:17
Fali Liyana
Fali Liyana
org lua ke kalian chesco?!
30 July at 22:18
Raja Arina Raja Arif
Raja Arina Raja Arif
kalau cm position penting2, kite kasi chesco. kalau mcm yg buat air, mop lantai sme kite panggil orang luar
30 July at 22:19 · Delete
Haliza Rahman
Haliza Rahman
ala fali, kau pun dah nak abis kan. sikit je lagi.

betul raje betul
30 July at 22:20
Fali Liyana
Fali Liyana
aaaaaaaaaa. takde2. rje. FB msg aku laaa urgent pls!
30 July at 22:22
Raja Arina Raja Arif
Raja Arina Raja Arif
we have to think BIG people!

BELIEVE THAT DREAMS COME TRUE EVERY DAY, BECAUSE THEY DO
30 July at 22:22 · Delete
Haliza Rahman
Haliza Rahman
I BELIEVE. :)
30 July at 22:23
Fali Liyana
Fali Liyana
aah i believe too. somehow like dat aaaa. haha.
30 July at 22:27
Nurhidayah Lod
Nurhidayah Lod
aiye, kuat berangan. aku nk jd PR exec bley. promote2. huih. xpon aku bkak kan current account ntok korg kt Al-Hidayah Islamic Bank. ok?
31 July at 00:03

Waktu yang tepat untuk berpisah

I find it hard to blog these days.


Perhaps because of The day?

The day when I have to leave all my beloved ones?

Perhaps.

I would definitely miss the craziness and loudness and madness of us

Definitely.

This feeling

Would it be better if you know? or would it be worse?

Would it make any difference if you know anyway?

Because it doesn't matter to you so why would you care if you know or not.

You shouldn't know, but there's a part of me that really really want you to know.

So much of dilemma ha?

Kent it is baby :)

Ini kisah kami semua!

Nak pakai mask pergi graduation. Apa macam? Lol bukan nak tunjuk style pakai mask , apa ni orang putih kata "Prevention is better than cure".

Kang dah kena jangkit H1N1 ke apa baru tahu langit tu tinggi ke rendah kan.

Ingat nak pakai slippers pergi graduation so that nanti kena halau dengan Pn. Noraini so that Ayu boleh amek food aku. Ayu tu badan je kecil tapi nafsu makan macam adik Cheqot wahahaha.

Oh sampai KL esok pagi sempat tengok movie dulu. Rindu bebenor dengan popcorn GSC. Yela , aku orang kampung takde cinema kat sini nak buat macam mana. Tengok movie sorang best yo!


Aku pokai. Pokai dan pokai. Sejak bila pun kau banyak duit rje oi?


Kau orang nak tengok Lewis Hamilton tengah drive Formula One? Nak tengok? Betul nak tengok? Jangan terkejut aa sebab dia memang style aa kan bila drive.

..


..

.


.

Nahh. Lewis Hamilton versi perempuan. Lagi macho yo!

What are friends for

When I think of KMB, you would be the first to cross my mind. Besides joe, cheqot, hana, aida, naddy, akiey, ayu, alisya, and the others. Lets just say, all people that matter :D


You and I , we always have something in common. Football, tv room, gossip girl, futsal, movies, DANCING, hehe you name it. Your room was like my second room, after tv room haha. People who knows me well would know that I didn't really stay in my own room. We did almost everything together, okey that sounds weird haha. My point is , you're my closest friend and the greatest one :)

We had this one BIG fight one day because of this one reason which shall not be told hehe. It was actually a small matter , but yeah we were mad at each other. And we managed to sort it out hehe remember at the tv room? That moment was really awkward. That incident made us closer didn't it? :D

We couldn't wait for Maths IRP because we were in the same group and we could meet and buat lawak macam siot and gossip sket2 hehehe girlfriends always do that all the time.


AND , as I usual do, I suck at friendship.

You, Cheqot and I had planned to go to the same uni. So, we struggled together with the Physics, Maths and the other subjects as well. We were so afraid that we couldn't meet the uni requirement. After the IB results were out, we got to know that Cheqot could not make it. And my results , Alhamdulillah, has exceeded the requirement of this particular uni that I secretly love to go to. My parents too, have wished that I can pursue my studies there. I rejected the offer from that uni because I was not confident to meet their requirement.


Then , I knew our plan may not be accordingly as we thought it would be. Cheqot decided to take her firm choice, and I am waiting for the adjustment to apply to the other uni, AND you stick to our plan.

Frankly , I don't really mind which uni to go. I would LOVE to go to the same uni with you, just like we planned. It's just that, I want to try my luck by applying again to that uni. Only God knows how guilty I feel towards you. You have all rights to be mad at me , but I really really hope you won't feel that way. I beg you ;(


Wahidah , no matter where we will be after this , I just want you to know that our friendship means everything to me. Being the only STFian in KMB was suck , but you made me get through it. Thanks to you, and the other friends.

I love you , buddy. Let's pray our friendship will last forever. God bless.


I'm sorry. I really am.

Triple S

Good job kids :)
Am proud

Click here

I'll do it , my way

It's me who's going to determine how my future will be. I know I sound very lame , but the future is in my hand, not yours.

So shut the hell up and let me do it my own way.

My very own way.


Wanna be in my future?

I have no problem with that ,
as long as you stay out of my way.

Cheers :)

Serious note

Now , tell me one good reason why I would trade my family with something else.

I bet you won't find any.

Sisterhood

Best oo kalau kau orang ada adik kecik sebab kau suroh je dia buat apa apa pun, dia orang mesti ikot punya.

Tapi yela , hidup kan macam roda. Adik kecik pun kadang kadang buli aku jugak.

"Acik! Nak nugget!"
"Acik! Nak susu!"
"Acik! Balqis yakkkk (Berak)"
"Acik! Goreng telur!"

Tengok aku suruh dia korek hidung dia ikut je adik solehah laa katakan


ps// Esok keluarga Raja Arif nak pergi holiday ke Cherating. First holiday yang complete family members!